I would like to apologize to you and to Ysengrin about the callous remarks I made. I feel I also owe you an explanation. I have been under a tremendous amount of stress lately, both at work and in my personal life. It is seriously affecting my health and my judgment. This malady, unfortunately, manifests itself as serious, mercurial SCARY mood swings. The replies I made to you, Flashfire, were from work, where I was trying to deal with two hot projects, one petulant co-worker, and a boss who couldn't care less. The reply in Ysengrin's journal was on Saturday night, drunk, and mad as hell at my ex-girlfriend. I am NOT trying to justify my actions, I just feel that you have a right to know the reasons WHY. (If you had met me just a year or two ago, you probably would have liked me. Ysengrin is probably wondering just WTF is going on with me.) I am under a doctor's care for severe depression, but all efforts on his part so far have failed. The only medication that works is a tranquilizer, and I can't take too many of those. These little hissy-fits of mine are bad enough in my OWN LJ, they sure as hell don't belong in someone else's.
Apology
Date: 2007-08-02 12:46 am (UTC)Again, please accept my apologies.